[Abruptly, Dean really wants to punch something. This isn't unusual for him, but it's a little less usual that he doesn't know what, exactly, he would aim at given his preference. There's a lot to digest in what Ned just said, and because he saw the way the Piemaker's face fell, it doesn't occur to him for even a moment to doubt that it's the truth.
That scares him, though. And pisses him off. And confuses him. As abruptly, the hunter switches into business mode.]
I know that after you'd left the Barge, he came here. And he didn't know who I was, and he's...a lot angrier, and more paranoid, and I don't know what's happened in his world but it can't be anything good.
You keep talking, and all I hear is "blah blah blah I'm afraid to go home."
Of course things are different. You're different. That doesn't change that you went there for a reason, and that reason was to make things better at home. Hopefully for someone else, too, but at home.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:16 pm (UTC)Not Ben. The other Dean Winchester. The inmate.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:18 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:19 pm (UTC)He's an inmate. And he doesn't remember ever being here.
And it's the hardest thing in the world to see him and not you.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:23 pm (UTC)That scares him, though. And pisses him off. And confuses him. As abruptly, the hunter switches into business mode.]
Tell me what you know, Ned.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:26 pm (UTC)That's all I know.
[Mainly because he's too scared to get close]
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:32 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:34 pm (UTC)When he first arrived and I thought he was you. We didn't..get along all that well. Or at all, really.
In retrospect I might have come on too strong.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 04:37 pm (UTC)He hurt you?
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 07:39 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 08:15 pm (UTC)If he's - I'm - an inmate, you don't want anywhere near me. Him.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-20 08:18 pm (UTC)I need to be around him. Even if it hurts. I need to make sure he'll be all right.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-21 04:22 am (UTC)I'm not gonna try to tell you to give up because that's not what you do, but christ. You're my friend, and I'm not there.
[Private]
Date: 2014-08-21 11:41 am (UTC)And I think maybe it's time to just...accept the things I can't change.
[Private]
Date: 2014-09-01 04:48 am (UTC)But that's a stranger concept, too, to consider. He's not sure he likes it phrased that way, but what it might mean?]
Ned?
[Private]
Date: 2014-09-01 11:18 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-09-07 10:09 pm (UTC)It's not.
[Private]
Date: 2014-09-08 11:13 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-09-09 12:17 am (UTC)You trust me?
[Private]
Date: 2014-09-09 02:19 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-09-09 03:55 am (UTC)Then trust me one more time: it's not failing.
[Private]
Date: 2014-09-09 11:27 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-09-26 02:26 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-09-26 11:27 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2014-10-30 05:44 am (UTC)Of course things are different. You're different. That doesn't change that you went there for a reason, and that reason was to make things better at home. Hopefully for someone else, too, but at home.
[Private]
Date: 2014-10-30 11:21 am (UTC)[Private]
From:[Private] This tag is so old I took the account off LJ Juggler.
From:[Private] Yeah well whose fault is th- mine, it's my fault, I'm so sorry
From:[Private] I knew it.
From:[Private] Did you though
From:[Private] yes.
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