deadly_ned: (looking down at hands)
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I didn't make it home in time for Halloween. A...twenty-year-old tradition. Broken just like that.

I don't know if that's a sign to move on or a sign I've been here too long or not a sign at all, just an odd and unfortunate coincidence.



[Private to Alpha]

Checking in.

[Private to Dean]

I'm going to go...pick up Digby and then. Come to your room.

I'm death-tolling. For the first time. I'm death-tolling.

[Spam to Hannibal]

[Though lethargic and in a significant amount of pain, the Piemaker still struggles to Hannibal Lecter's door with alarming resolve, intent on reclaiming his dog. He holds the doorframe with one hand, pale and panting, before giving a quiet knock on the door]

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 03:07 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Stayed in the Darkness With You)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
[He is yelling. He knows he's yelling. He can't make it stop.

There's another crash, some muffled movement, and then Dean trying to catch his breath. It's the cold shock of him catching up to himself as much as it is the fucking death toll.
]





I'm sorry. Ned, I'm sorry.

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:00 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (The Inside Rots)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
I'm sorry I couldn't do more to help you with Alpha and I'm sorry I wasn't there to stop Hannibal and I'm sorry I wasn't there to stop Arthas and I'm sorry I'm a jackass.

I'm sorry.

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:10 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Space Between)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
[This is why he didn't want to talk to anyone, he thinks distantly. He's well aware he's over reacting, that he should stop talking now and cut the feed. But he can't. Not yet.

A few more of the fractured pieces he's trying to fit back together in the frame pass by, unspoken, until he lands on one that feels marginally safer. Infinitely more familiar.
]

I'm sorry I yelled. Are you still coming here?




I hate this room. I can't be alone in this room right now.

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:19 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Headache)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
Okay.



Okay. You want help with that?

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:22 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Thinking Hurts)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
During your first death toll?

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:30 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Dizzy)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
Literally any time other than when you're not at a completely obvious disadvantage?

Don't fuck around with death tolls, Ned. This is my fourth.

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:33 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (But You Still Don't Run)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
Yeah? How about when you don't have to spend half your damn energy figuring out how to breathe, let alone talk?

Death toll. Fourth death toll. I know what I'm talking about.

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 05:37 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Shotgun)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
Because I'm further along towards normal than you are, and I'm used to it. This is what I do. This is what I'm good for.

[He doesn't say "And I will shoot him in his face if he doesn't give you the damn dog without hassle." That seems to upset Ned, no matter how true it always will be.]

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-03 06:25 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Headache)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
[Dean sighs.]

You're good for more than that, Ned.

Do I bother pointing out that I know where Hannibal's room is, and I can just go there whether you want me to or not? I'll know where you are if I'm there.

[ Private : Voice ]

Date: 2013-11-13 08:02 am (UTC)
surfaceshine: (Hold On Hope)
From: [personal profile] surfaceshine
Maybe. Maybe not. It doesn't matter right now.

I piss off exactly who I mean to piss off. Most of the time. I...

[He doesn't point out that he's probably already a target, mostly because he's not sure whether that's actually true or if it's just the fact that he's so used to being one that he assumes it's always true.]

Fine. You have half an hour.

[ Private : Voice ]

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