034 - Huckleberry
Apr. 3rd, 2014 10:46 amSo...Alpha's gone. Left and graduated and I. I'm proud of him.
But I didn't actually know if I should continue to help run the pub because really I was only doing it because he took an interest and honestly I don't mind either way but it seems sort of lonely and sad now without him and maybe I should just go back to my kitchen but I don't...know. So if anyone else wanted it...?
Sorry. This isn't something I should be bothering the Barge about.
I guess I just need to. Wait and see.
I never realized this before but unpairing can be lonely.
But I didn't actually know if I should continue to help run the pub because really I was only doing it because he took an interest and honestly I don't mind either way but it seems sort of lonely and sad now without him and maybe I should just go back to my kitchen but I don't...know. So if anyone else wanted it...?
Sorry. This isn't something I should be bothering the Barge about.
I guess I just need to. Wait and see.
I never realized this before but unpairing can be lonely.
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Date: 2014-04-03 03:18 pm (UTC)Sort of a..meritocracy instead.
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Date: 2014-04-03 03:43 pm (UTC)Somehow I don't think people are that selfless yet.
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Date: 2014-04-03 03:55 pm (UTC)[Because he's seeing that convo down below.] You should visit her. [He's quite serious.]
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Date: 2014-04-03 03:59 pm (UTC)What if I leave and I can't make it back?
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Date: 2014-04-03 04:04 pm (UTC)And wouldn't she be worth the risk?
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Date: 2014-04-03 04:09 pm (UTC)The Admiral might not let me come back. I don't have a deal. I just want to keep helping people back to life. I don't...
Saying goodbye is the hardest thing I can imagine doing.
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Date: 2014-04-03 04:14 pm (UTC)Or ask Iris to bring you back.
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Date: 2014-04-03 04:40 pm (UTC)I'm just.
Torn, I suppose.
Sorry. I was never the best at making tough decisions.
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