034 - Huckleberry

[deadly_ned]

So...Alpha's gone. Left and graduated and I. I'm proud of him.

But I didn't actually know if I should continue to help run the pub because really I was only doing it because he took an interest and honestly I don't mind either way but it seems sort of lonely and sad now without him and maybe I should just go back to my kitchen but I don't...know. So if anyone else wanted it...?

Sorry. This isn't something I should be bothering the Barge about.

I guess I just need to. Wait and see.

I never realized this before but unpairing can be lonely.

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[fridgetothefire]

A little. But it's tactical blitheness.

[She softens, in the wake of the half-concession.]

I understand caution, I do, but - you're letting fear keep you from something very, very precious. I hate to see it.

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[deadly_ned]

I'm not a brave person, Anya. There are things I don't deal with particularly well. Things I won't ever be able to do because fear cripples me.

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[fridgetothefire]

[Fiercely, quietly, brooking no argument.]

You were brave enough to go save someone in the staggering impossible unknown for her.

You are brave enough to go home.

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[deadly_ned]

I really...really hope so.