042 - Rhubarb
Aug. 25th, 2014 07:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deadly_ned[Sitting in his self-made pillow fort is the Piemaker, with a hand on his dog, Digby, and a rucksack over one shoulder. His room behind him is made up and neat]
I ought to have done this...maybe four or five months ago but change was never something I was particularly attuned to. Change and me were on different wavelengths.
I graduated two inmates and I'm...heading home. To Chuck.
And I just wanted to, to, um...
Thank you. Everyone, all of you. For..making the changing easier and for letting me stay as long as I have and for making this place harder and harder to leave.
It's hard to leave. It's one of the hardest things I've ever done even though I know it's time. Past time. That...probably says more about my time spent here than anything else I could say.
...Yeah. I know I'm stalling now, so I'll just...
Thank you. For the memories.
[Private to Bleu]
I'm sorry I wasn't so much here for you as I should have been. Is there anything I can do for you? Before I go.
[Private to Hannibal]
I'll be checking in, periodically. When I can. Your graduation was the one I wanted to see most.
[Private to Abigail]
I left the rest of the records in a box by your door. I'm hoping that wasn't too forward.
[Private to Esther]
You're better than you give yourself credit for. I really...really do hope you find your way.
[Private to Dean]
Dean, I...
I know you don't really know who I am. You don't owe me anything. At all.
But if I could just...see you. To say goodbye. It would mean everything.
I ought to have done this...maybe four or five months ago but change was never something I was particularly attuned to. Change and me were on different wavelengths.
I graduated two inmates and I'm...heading home. To Chuck.
And I just wanted to, to, um...
Thank you. Everyone, all of you. For..making the changing easier and for letting me stay as long as I have and for making this place harder and harder to leave.
It's hard to leave. It's one of the hardest things I've ever done even though I know it's time. Past time. That...probably says more about my time spent here than anything else I could say.
...Yeah. I know I'm stalling now, so I'll just...
Thank you. For the memories.
[Private to Bleu]
I'm sorry I wasn't so much here for you as I should have been. Is there anything I can do for you? Before I go.
[Private to Hannibal]
I'll be checking in, periodically. When I can. Your graduation was the one I wanted to see most.
[Private to Abigail]
I left the rest of the records in a box by your door. I'm hoping that wasn't too forward.
[Private to Esther]
You're better than you give yourself credit for. I really...really do hope you find your way.
[Private to Dean]
Dean, I...
I know you don't really know who I am. You don't owe me anything. At all.
But if I could just...see you. To say goodbye. It would mean everything.
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Date: 2014-08-25 11:38 am (UTC)Can we drive you 'ome?
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Date: 2014-08-25 11:41 am (UTC)I'd. Like it if you did.
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Date: 2014-08-25 11:40 am (UTC)[ned no :C]
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Date: 2014-08-25 11:41 am (UTC)Why is it so hard to leave, then?
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Date: 2014-08-25 12:34 pm (UTC)You're really leaving?
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Date: 2014-08-25 12:35 pm (UTC)I'm sorry I couldn't stay to watch you graduate, Abigail.
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Date: 2014-08-25 02:37 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2014-08-25 07:13 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-25 09:21 pm (UTC)That's something worth having.
Thanks.
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Date: 2014-08-26 12:32 am (UTC)[They were never very close, but he talked to her when she needed it, and he was kind when she needed the reminder that kind people existed in the world. For that, she'll miss him.]
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Date: 2014-08-26 03:52 am (UTC)You do the same.
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Date: 2014-08-26 12:48 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-26 03:52 am (UTC)Are you going to be all right?
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Date: 2014-08-26 02:51 am (UTC)Except that in one unfortunate go, he'd spouted out more of Dean's life than anyone else had in years. And now he wants to say goodbye, and damn it all, but he sounds so goddamn sincere when he says it would mean everything.
Dean has been avoiding the other Barge passengers even more actively than before he talked to Sam; he still lets this sit a while, half-hoping Ned will just leave before he can get back to it. But no, the other end still picks up when at last the hunter replies.]
Fine.
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Date: 2014-08-26 03:54 am (UTC)There's hope for him yet.]
I'll be right up.
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Date: 2014-08-27 03:39 pm (UTC)[Just "oh." It's not the time for disagreement.]
I don't want you to leave.
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Date: 2014-08-28 11:09 am (UTC)But it's probably time. Past time.
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Date: 2014-08-27 03:57 pm (UTC)Take care of your lover, warden mine.
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Date: 2014-08-28 11:07 am (UTC)And I will. You take care of yourself.
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Date: 2014-08-27 11:41 pm (UTC)So her smile is a sad one.]
It was a pleasure, Ned.
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Date: 2014-08-28 11:02 am (UTC)It was a pleasure knowing you too. One that doesn't really ever disappear.
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Date: 2014-08-29 02:53 am (UTC)Did I ever thank you for helping River?
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Date: 2014-08-29 12:46 pm (UTC)You must have. I think so. Maybe when she'd gone?
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